.
So this might be me.
Or rather use "they" then.
I guess it is sometimes.

An artwork by Josephine Kaeppelin.

2018 10 04

2019 08 19







2019 08 19
A delay

Thank god

There's so many support structures conceived by men.

This one is by Frederick Kiesler
for
Peggy Guggenheim’s “Art of This Century” Exhibition, insight into the “Abstract Gallery”, New York 1942.

Sophie

I beg you please never do that to me

ETEL ADNAN

DON'T TORTURE THE OVEN
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DAD
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.........................Deborah Levy

Amelie Bouvier

Reading Sara Ahmed tonight, Living a feminist life, p. 7


“HOMEWORK
Feminism is homework. When I use the word homework, I think first of being
at school; I think of being given an assignment by a teacher to take home. I
think of sitting down at the kitchen table and doing that work, before I am
allowed to play. Homework is quite simply work you are asked to do when you
are at home, usually assigned by those with authority outside the home. When
feminism is understood as homework, it is not an assignment you have been
given by a teacher, even though you have feminist teachers. If feminism is an
assignment, it is a self- assignment. We give ourselves this task. By homework,
I am not suggesting we all feel at home in feminism in the sense of feeling safe
or secure. Some of us might find a home here; some of us might not. Rather,
I am suggesting feminism is homework because we have much to work out
from not being at home in a world. In other words, homework is work on as
well as at our homes. We do housework. Feminist housework does not simply
clean and maintain a house. Feminist housework aims to transform the house,
to rebuild the master’s residence.”

Anne Carson, Antigonick

Anne Carson, Antigonick

He said I embodied precisely what "a woman' is for him.

I remembered my sister once said something like this years ago - something like I was embodying femininity or something.

I was surprised each time, actually.

Not that I think it's not possibly true. Not at all.

I had just never thought about this, in such terms.

Embodying womanhood, womanly or any other kind of femininity is not something I ever tried to perform, at least consciously.
I mean, I feel in connection to the gender that was assigned to me.
But I don't feel like it's something I ever tried to overperform.
Maybe it's just the way my body looks, is made, shaped - upon which I don't have such grasp...

I don't know
I really don't know

Torchon/serpillière
Charge mentale de prêter son appart
Je dois parler qvec Annabel ca te regzrde pas mais par contre tu parles qvec Annabel
Tu portes Simkn et Nico aux nues et tout à coup tu les détestes
Otoo devient soudsin tortionnaire d'egon
J'étais une super maman il y q 10 jours et là je deviens negligente - cf histoire du medecin
On ne peut pas allumer lq lumière
On ne peut pas écouter la musique
La musique des kids t'insupporte
Tu veux tout contrôler- bouffe, com entre les gens et dujets de discussion et en même temps tj fzis bien sentir qu'on edt des branq
Tu me traite comme une pestiferee le jeudi tout ça parce que mon fils veut jouer avec Nico - ÷ je suis un boulet
Tu te prends la mega chambre et tu laisse Mam sur le canapé comme une merde

Depenses kids

144 Garde neige

Fournitures scolaires : 73,62 (mais alloc de rentrée)

Fringues brocante: 14 + 20

courtesy Sophie Cheval

Jeanette Winterson, Sexing the Cherry (tbc)

Pluto Shits on the Universe
By Fatimah Asghar

Hildegard of Bingen

PUTAIN GLORIA C'EST BIEN BEAU MAIS C'EST BIEN FACILE A DIRE

Then I decided to leave you.

“كيف حالكي”